Thank You Twilight...

[malkavia]

thanks to you and the rest of hollywood its just making our struggle that much harder f**k you f**k you very much


that is all

[lector]

I am not a sang but since im around ophelia lots i get asked it to and its real annoying with all these posers acting like there vampires making it hard on others such as yourself and ophelia correct?

[malkavia]

yes it is making it extremely hard especially since as of late the community has been trying to reach out i personally prefer to be shut in but thats me but suppose i wish to "come out" to someone the fact that twilight and vampire the masquerade and plenty of other vampire movies and folklore are just making it more and more unbelievable but this condition is a very real thing and it is not how they depict it in the movies

quite frankly im tired of answering the same questions day in and day out like the age old
"Can you be turned?" the answer is NO and stop asking its aggrivating

i cant be mad at someone for trying to learn about something that there isnt much information around to begin with but at the same time you should look around and see if the question has been answered already before you open your mouth and offend someone

Which is also another reason why i personally do not open my own Q&A especially since my friend Zilchy is already doing it and he is doing 1 heck of a job too

i am also seeking out others locally fortunately i stumbled upon ophelias post under related videos when i was watching Zilchy get mad at someone

hopefully this site will gain some more members but it will need some publicity not to mention there are already tons of forums dedicated to our cause but 1 more couldnt hurt

if it does take off perhaps once everyone gets to know each other a bit we could arrange some kind of meet and greet in a public place naturally to deter any would be assailants....not that i would have a problem due to how big i am lol but at least some of the newer "awakening" sangs in orlando could realize that there are others, i am currently helping a friend through hers but i cant really go out and see her due to her parents and what not

i am a bit of a mentor i can try my best to help others through their awakenings and at least share some stories about mine to try to make them feel more comfortable

BTW: dont you love this massive run on sentence? i have enjoyed writing it

i will put this in my profile as well


on a side note i was wondering how long it would take before south park made fun of us... now i know lol

[malkavia]

ok so out of complete boredom and morbid curiosity i actually brought myself to watch twilight

heres the kicker

it has absolutely nothing to do with us other then the typical vampire myth crap so its the same bullshit questions over and over, here i was thinking that south park was ripping on twilight due to the time frame but it turns out that Matt Stone and Trey Parker actually did the homework themselves and made fun of us....

well played MS+TP well played indeed

however my original point stands only now its directed at south park moreso then the movie twilight because since they used the actual terms Sanguinarian and Psi-Vamp now people are going to think it was because of south park from now on when people choose to step forward...

[farewell]

You may ask my good friend Lector. I f*cking hate that twilight bullsh!t. The old school vampire myths I can deal with but now I get all of these d**n preteens who's only knowledge of vampires is based on these idiotic books. I swear to the lady who reigns on high, if I get asked one more time whether or not I "sparkle" in sun or if I'm a "vegetarian" vampire I'm going to freaking flip. These books irritate me to no end. I am rather fond on reading up on vampire lore from all times and all around the world and some of the myths are pretty accurate but its pretty rare. However I find these twilight books an insult to my being, they are so horribly inaccurate. I swear I'm going to make a "team: shut the f*ck up about twilight" t-shirt. Ok enough ranting now.

p.s. I actually heard the south park episode was pretty funny. any Idea where I can watch it?

[malkavia]

lol yeah the south park episode was hilarious

but twilight was an epic failure i only got through 1 hour before i went, what the f**k am i watching...

[amelia]

Ok first off, the South Park episode was hilarious. And second, f*ck Twilight! I gave it a shot, I thought hey, just another funny story about me and my friends. I can honestly say that that is the ONLY book (series) that has made me want to sratch my eyes out and run screaming into the street that I'm a vampire and it's all f*cking fake!!!!

Anywhoo... Malkavia, the two lovely ladies, Ophelia and Adeline, who started this forum, as well as Lector, Samantha, and I are all dear friends who, at least Ophelia I imagine and myself, would love to expand the forum further. I know a lot of vampires, including myself at times, want to "keep in the coffin" so to speak, but getting more publicity would help the community as a whole. I myself have only "come out" to one person other than my dearest friends here, but I have recently found myself wanting to do more. I am currently looking for a support group in or around Jacksonville, FL. If you have any links or anything, please let me know.

Oh ant BTW: Zilchy is doing a great job. I emailed him once with some answers to his questions to other vampires, but got no response. I wish him luck in his efforts to enlighten the world.

[malkavia]

yeah i am just starting to look for the community in this area as previously stated but my current relationship kind of puts a damper on it because shes very territorial as am i when it comes to these terms, i have managed to patch things up currently but i am still at a no donor status so im doing what i can to get by

Zilchy is very busy he gets spammed by a LOT of people and occasionally he doesnt even respond to me lol

[amelia]

I figured he was a busy man lol.
Well dear, I hope you find a donor as well. And I am sorry to hear about your relationship. I recently came out to my husband and he was supportive, but hasn't really agreed to be my blood donor, although I do psi feed from him. It's tough being in a relationship and looking for a donor...

[malkavia]

yeah

anyways i spoke to my woman and she told me she was sorry for offending me and that the issue was we had been together for 3 years this coming febuary and she was finding it hard to comprehend what was going on, i sat down with her and explained a bit of the myths facts and what not and she seems to be interested so all is well now she was just scared of change i suppose im glad things are working out

she let me feed from her a tiny bit earlier so thats a start that things will be going up from now on

im glad a potential white swan turned into a black one :-P

that is all for now

[amelia]

Oh I'm so happy for you dear. I had a similar situation with the long relationship. I was with my husband for 4 years before I told him, not only if he would let me feed from him...

[malkavia]

yeah i know what you mean, its really good to feed off the 1 person your in a serious relationship with for a number of reasons but mainly its because you KNOW they are clean and if you wana get freaky and dable in the love that dare not speak its name by biting the shit out of them so much the better, just make sure u clean everything before and after

yeah we all know its morally wrong to bite the donor and it can also be unsanitary but man is it fun lol

[amelia]

hahahahaha! I think my husband's terrified I'm going to bite the shit out of him hehe.

[Avatar.Alex]

^^lol umm I actually have really no problem with the series. Its all in good entertainment. The storyline is very irritating though lol but its within good entertainment.

*OFF TOPIC*
For the series of true blood they actually did a lot of research into the world of vampyres. They looked into fictional and non-fictional vampirism

[amelia]

I've never seen True Blood, but I heard it was pretty cool.