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Post by Avatar.Alex on Dec 5, 2008 14:00:37 GMT -5
Hello everyone I am avatar.alex, I am not a vampire but I am looking into the lifestyle. I am 17 years old. I first came across finding out there are real vampires in March of 2004 when the reality show "Mad Mad House" aired. But I didn't pay attention to it until a little after the "Twilight" movie came out. Then i started looking into stuff. I love Web design and graphic design (If you guys want to see some of my work just ask ill post it) My favorite TV series is TrueBlood. I don't drink. It contaminates the body and mind and its man made. But I smoke cigs (nasty habit I need to stop) and smoke green, its stabilizes my senses. I am wiccan, since about 5th grade ive been looking into it and researching it and I devoted myself to the god and goddess about 3 years ago.
I am very interested in the Vampiric way of life. Nice community by the way. Thanks I agree. Over the past couple of days I have found out more about myself then I have in the past 5 years. With no help from drugs. I through away my pot. I have no use to it. Im not going to come off saying im a vampire. But everything make sense. Umm...I am going to the doctor on Dec 11 for all this (also my 2 month with my bf). Im going through some serious stuff right now, all I need is support. This is the only community with people that are my age.
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Post by farewell on Dec 5, 2008 14:06:08 GMT -5
First of all dear you need to understand this isnt a "lifestyle" for us. We are born this way, we dont choose to be this way. Its really not a choice as the term lifestyle implies. How ever there are "vampyre" lifestylers who dress and style themselves after the vampires of myths. but these people arent real vampires and will usually only consume blood for kicks, as part of thier "lifestyle". For us blood is a nessecity.
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Post by Avatar.Alex on Dec 5, 2008 14:10:01 GMT -5
Im sorry. this in like my second site community to join and the other one was saying depending who you are its a lifestyle or religion. IDK...im sorry for the miss understanding. I am still interested though, to learn. How do you know if your a vampire? Are there test?
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Post by farewell on Dec 5, 2008 14:22:46 GMT -5
Well that other community doesnt sound very reliable then. Well there are many things that can indicate an awakeneing such as photosensitivity, the need/cravings for blood (that are completely nonsexual in manner.), SLIGHTLY increased senses or some other strange little oddity. the awakening usually occurs after puberty or some tramatic experiance that forces you to awaken.
I'm sorry but I feel the need to bring this up. The only time "green" as you call it will stabilize your senses is if your body is addicted to it and cant function properly without it. If this is the case then its very sad you let yourself become addicted like that, if its not the case and your simply making excuses for your drug use than I highly suggest you to stop. Because believe it or not "green" or ANY drug will seriously f*ck you up in the long run. Its really not worth it.
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Post by Avatar.Alex on Dec 5, 2008 14:27:39 GMT -5
lol im not a pot head lol. I am not addicted either. I use it simply in meditation. To inhance my spiritual experience. I don't use it more then one time a week. I don't' abuse it either. Well that is very interesting.
What sets you different from the humans?
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Post by farewell on Dec 5, 2008 14:30:40 GMT -5
The need for pranic energy to function properly. Sanguinarians take in pranic energy in the form of blood and psi vampires can simply draw the energy in its pure form.
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Post by Avatar.Alex on Dec 5, 2008 14:33:46 GMT -5
well thats interesting. Hypothetically. If I said I like drinking blood. it sooths my body. What if I am asamed of that? like idk...I dont want anyone to know. What could I do Hypothetically?
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Post by farewell on Dec 5, 2008 14:37:05 GMT -5
well honestly you just have to get over it. But just because blood "Soothes" your body, that in itself doesnt make you a sang. You could simply be a human with a blood fetish.
Also If you only using pot to help you meditate, I recommend switching to insense
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Post by Avatar.Alex on Dec 5, 2008 14:45:33 GMT -5
how would someone know if there a vampire. I mean wat if they were never introduced to the vampire world?
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Post by farewell on Dec 5, 2008 14:51:36 GMT -5
Well that shouldnt really matter. I cant speak for everyone but I always had a strong sense of self and kinnda guess what I was on my own. It wasnt until 2 years after my awakening that I found any sort of community for those like me. Its something you know after you awaken trust me, and if you dont know right away you would after going for a long period of time without blood.
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Post by Avatar.Alex on Dec 5, 2008 14:59:13 GMT -5
oh.... thanks for being so nice.... Its very interesting.
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Post by Avatar.Alex on Dec 5, 2008 15:03:34 GMT -5
can you consume other vampire blood or is your blood different from human?
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Post by farewell on Dec 5, 2008 15:08:41 GMT -5
no our blood isnt any diffrent from normal humans but it would do no good for vampires to feed off of one anouther because both suffer rom the same energy deficiancy and if one vampire is drinking from anouther vampire then the one doing the drinking would benifit but the vampire donor but have to turn right around and feed themselves because of the blood taken from them. do you understand?
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Post by Avatar.Alex on Dec 5, 2008 15:17:10 GMT -5
yes I do. You can't go out side?
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Post by farewell on Dec 5, 2008 15:26:25 GMT -5
Of course I can go outside. I just need sunglasses and sunscreen on
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